Tuesday, September 8, 2009
10:39 PM
i make mistakes over and over again.
people learn from their mistakes.
but im one of those fools who repeat them.
wish i could turn back time sometimes.
but i know its gonna happen again another time.
what have i done this time?
im starting my new job next monday, 14th sept.
a day after my mother's birthday.
how i wish she could have stayed.
its pretty much the same things i will be doing.
as a teacher for the toddler age group.
which to me is the super fun group. :)
chatted with cik mah for awhile on the phone.
i was close to tears.
the things she said were what i know my mother would say.
she asked for my working hours.
i told her it should be 9 to 5 or 6.
she thought i would have to start at 7, and was damn sure i wouldnt make it on time.
haha.
she sure knows me well enough.
i love you cik mah.
she told me to pakai smart2. jangan slekeh2, hair sikat betol2, jangan panjang2 macam hantu.
and we joke2, like as if i were some professional ady.
and we berangan2, as usual.
then i say for what seh, just preschool teacher jek.
but still, its the impression we leave to the principal and parents thats important.
if wanna be someone important must look important too. chey. mrepek.
really anxious to be starting on my new job.
finally finished my poly.
i feel like a butterfly breaking out of its cocoon.
okay la, very tired today.
will be stopping here to get some rest.
till then, lots of love.