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The Lady
me myself and i
Nur Farhanah
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Preschool Teacher


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August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 December 2008 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 January 2010

trying to forget you

but it's near to impossible.

Thursday, September 25, 2008
1:55 AM
i sat silently in the bus with 2 big bags and 4 stalks of flowers.
drowning into 'better in time' by leona lewis, tears began rolling down my cheeks.
i lied. i wasnt okay.

somehow i cant forget you,
after all we've been through.

i put on a bland smile as i thought of you, and us.
Monday, September 22, 2008
1:13 AM
i went home straight after work.
i sat in the kitchen eating part II of my tomyam yong tau fu with laksa noodles.
and there i was with my new friend, loneliness.
indulged in reminiscence, i couldnt help but feel sick.
i picked up the phone and called you.
thank you for being there.

i really wish my days will get better.
im going to collect my camera tomorrow.
finally, something to hold and smile at.
then i might be heading down to plaza singapura.
it will be a brand new day.
right?
yea, i hope im right.
Tuesday, September 16, 2008
2:09 PM
i've received my exam results via sms yesterday. passed all modules but failed PD. sigh.
still have got about a month before school starts again.
i've applied for jobs at Angie the choice and Kingkow and they havent get back to me just yet. :(
i hope they'll call me sooner so i dont have to plan what i want to do every single day.
the planning just gets tougher each day.
today, i'll be packing my clothes that i wanna give away.
then im heading down to toa payoh library to return my books.
after that i'll hog around in Popular to look for this binder thing.
then head home? yea. i think that's it.
so, farewell.
Tuesday, September 2, 2008
2:45 PM
im so devastated by the result. i feel like my whole world is crumbling down.
i failed PD1. :(
i've been so looking forward to February 2009. the month i should be graduating. now, i have to retain for yet another six months.
i should have graduated this year, February/ March 2008. but i have to repeat a couple of modules.
but now, it means that i'll probably graduate in August 2009. sigh.
i really dont know what i should do. quit? repeat?
i feel so useless.