trying to forget you
but it's near to impossible.
Friday, April 17, 2009
9:55 PM
hate.
i hate it when people irritate me.
my level of tolerance is unexpectedly low.
i wish i could punch every single person who does it to me.
i work whenever i have free time.
unless i am very very very tired, will i skip a day of work.
i've been helping out my aunts at their pao shop for years now.
and i haaaaate the auntie2 there.
especially chinese. 98% are la actually. haha.
there was this woman, this afternoon.
she wants her things wrapped. (frozen stuff la.)
then the lady (worker) wrapped it using the orbituary page.
finished wrapping ady, putting in a plastic bag ady know.
and that bitch said, "i dont like that page. can you rewrap for me?
DONT give me the orbituary page."
if i were the one doing the wrapping, i would have thrown the damn thing at her face la.
what. pantang ke? like as if your face will be next on that page. bodoh pe.
seriously, either you say before she wraps or bring your own paper la.
if everybody is like you, might as well i sell wrapping paper also, then you all can choose nice2. hello kitty or heart shape or flower or whatever.
stupid betol la.
then there are some who buy small stuff then ask for big bag.
walao, stupid or what. these are the most sickening ones.
then some ask for extra bag. then wanna tell me where they live.
excuses la. want just ask nicely la. tell me where2 all for what. im not interested okay.
then those who keep asking me nice or not, also idiotic.
you go ntuc buy stuff, you have ask the cashier this nice or that nice or what nice anot?
walao! try la. not nice dont buy again!
i wish i can bitch-slap people who make me sick.
please. last eh.
i dont know why i so angry today.
actually i was happy. :)
then i became sad. :(
i think its the cycle. pms.
anyway, years ago, cik imah gave me a watch.
its those silver kind, shiny2, like working people wear kind ah.
i didnt fancy such watch last time. so i ask mummy to keep it for me ah.
so next time when i go out to work, i can wear. like too class for school.
then as you know, my mother has departed.
so i asked my dad where is the watch ah. i wanna wear ady.
then he said he gave away.
WALAOOOOO.
PEOPLE BUY FOR ME YOU GIVE OTHER PEOPLE.
NO LINK SEH! WTH. I AM SO PISSED LA.
EVERYTHING GIVE PEOPLE.
MUMMY KEEP FOR ME THEN SHE NOT AROUND ADY YOU GIVE PEOPLE.
i am the kind of person, when someone dear to me gives me something, i will keep.
keep and keep until one day i dont want ady or never use ady, then i give away.
like the red reebok jacket that my ex bf gave me on my birthday.
we broke up 4, 5 years ady ah. but i never gave it away till recently. like 2, 3 weeks ago?
and the princess diary dian and atiqah gave me, i still sayang seh wanna use.
but im still keeping it. i was so touched ah when they give me the present.
i love them like my sisters, if i had one.
and i was so sad and guilty when i threw away this necklace dian gave me.
i liked it. bf liked it too.
but i accidentally vomitted on it. and it was smelly and disgusting and ewww. and you should know la. im sorry dear!
okay, i feel much lighter now.
cik mah, im sorry. i dont know where the watch is now.
probably in china. *sigh.
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so d,next up, a pair of nautica watches.
one for me, and one for you k bf.
happy tak? i know, you've been waiting. haha.
d. thanks for everything baby.
i'll work hard, for you.
i'll be a better person, for you.
i'll watch my choice of words, for you.
i'll be everything you want me to be, for you.
haha. sweet right i d?
i know, thaaanks.
but i know very well how cruel i am to you too.
and thanks for giving me the many million of chances.
i love you baby.<3