Saturday, December 20, 2008
7:03 PM
just another day, and it will be the third year.
that's how quickly time passes by.
3 years, and sometimes when i try to sleep,
the still pictures remain, the wounds too deep.
it has never faded away.
it never will.
how i wish it were all on paper, in pencil.
then i would be able to erase it and heal.
i've tried. its not that i havent.
but sometimes things will stay no matter how hard you brush them away.
i will never get over it.
i never will.
'3 years! you have to move on!' you may claim.
but hey, its really tough. i know, what a shame.
to the left or right? im still right here.
waiting for a light, to show me the way.
it hasnt appeared.
it never will.
better in time, i'll be okay~
its all too easy to just sing it away.
dont you agree?
i wish it were that simple.
i wish it were.
i wish.
nana*